I think it's because I took a nap over 2 hrs.
So, I laid on my pillow and starred at the ceilings..
That was the night before easter, in 2012.
I used to attend Holy Saturday mass with my family.
But this year is an exception.
Why?
I don't want to walk home alone in a dark, cold, late night (must be finished over 9pm).
And, I'm in a foreign country.
So, I made a decision to attend Sunday Easter mass.
It feels strange because me and my family never attend the Sunday Easter mass.
Back to the bed..
Suddenly, something crossed my mind,
about my volunteering in Red Cross shop, near my campus.
I remember, that when I wear the staff name tag, I am representing Red Cross.
It is my responsibility to make a good impression for every customers.
If I behave badly, customers will think that this shop and this organisation is bad.
Then, the shop will lose its customers and the money input will be decreasing.
In conclusion, every single staff have that responsibility.
From there, I have some thinking.
How about me, representing Jesus in every single day of my life?
Not just every Friday after school, like I do in Red Cross.
I'm not volunteering, actually He paid me.
He has paid the FULL PRICE of my 'salary', with His blood.
Just once, and he has paid ALL of His 'employees'.
So what should we do for our beloved 'Employer'?
I have my baptism since I was a baby.
Since that moment, I am officially Him. He employed me.
Years later, I had my first Communion.
I was so proud because finally I could be a part in the Holy Supper.
Actually I was happy because I could taste the bread and wine :)
And years later I had my Confirmation sacrament.
With that, I took a bigger responsibility because I confirmed my faith in Him.
"I want to make them feel the love and warmth of Jesus, in me."

He is my everything, and always will be.
I don't want to retire from my 'job'.
If I lose Him, I will lose my everything and I will have nothing.


